||[May. 14th, 2010|08:52 am]
The test this morning was significantly darker than yesterday's, and I woke this morning to a little brown spotting, so implantation seems to have sorted itself out too.|
I know this is early days and we've still got that whole miscarriage risk stage to get through. I really know that, but I feel so damn positive right now. I've realised I'm not yet attached to the idea of this actually turning into a baby, which is a good thing, but I am without a shadow of a doubt pregnant. I feel it in every fibre of my being. I have abdominal cramps just like the ones I had the first few weeks last time, and my boobs feel full and alive. I was with a client and her newborn yesterday giving some breastfeeding support and when her baby cried for a feed my boobs tingled like crazy. I wouldn't have been surprised if I'd actually started leaking, it felt so like a let down.
I'm pregnant, and whatever happens next that fact alone is worthy of celebration.
Non-alcoholic celebratory beverage anyone?